Tuesday Metaphor

                                           I woke up from a sneaking ugly bad dream today

   disposed of, suddenly transported into a foreign world of confinement, violence, and fear delivered and left there suddenly,  replace the heart soft material into hard as a motherfucker then suddenly supposedly recovered, only to be ruled and savaged by other strangers and just as utterly lost by the one and to the other "and me a shitload more. I know who did this and who did that and maybe even know why and for what. 

I won't tell anyone anything. I never have. Fuck You.

             A landscape so foreign to my experience that I got chickenpox coming through Modesto worrying about hostiles over the mountains.

and they were there, too, they still are

                          they're fucking everywhere

ok that's that,ok

Do you ever wonder just how fucked up you actually are? Weird and Unusual? Strange and Wandering?

                                           Maybe it's "Every One Else" all fucked up and winning anyways? You missed out because, 

                          got the be-causes?

Those are bad due to the limitlessness of them, a metaphor farm for ugly shit with the pretty black and blue, looking through the gloves

adrenaline and coke in the linament, hee hee, rub it in rub it in

cut his eye before it blows out, just a little not too deep, he can take it so do it.

Did you hurt people? What do you owe for that? Got the balls to pay it?

How much waste did you produce, who lost out because of you? Ever say "Why Me?"

 the losers chant, "why me- why me- why me"

Which one do I do scope-wise, clean shit up, or ignore it ....

I'm a clean-it-up guy as long as no one gets hurt, and I don't count. I have to put my own nasty ass aside and go right at it or I waffle around and fuck it all up. I win too, but it's a secret.

Valuable,essential info on how to live from my friends in the anonymous community

I am bad at selflessness when it comes to myself, I prefer to deny myself nothing.

I got fucked over by love, hate, mediocrity, and women and I fucked all them over, too.

hence 

I got nothing coming it's all been delivered up already, thank you very much.....

  I got Muddy on this morning,

"I'm goin' out walkin'

walkin'

down through the pines,"

            it's a good plan, I'm on it

I think I'll borrow a dog 

                                                        Trucker, the Love Puppy